Love my bros

I really do thank god that I have such awesome people in my life. That always there for me. Helping me in whatever I do. Sometimes they can be really irritating, but still love them. I really hope we will be buddies and brosforlife hahaha.  Thank god for you both. :)

Just hangout as the usuals and had some food at Ma Maison. And chill at esplande. :) I love the tarts at Ma Maison there. Awesome stuffs. Go try someday.

Post via phone blogger app so the photos are mixed up.

You are just a mistake that I forgotten

We don’t realize how important it is to have a true cheerleader and supporter, a motivator, someone who is unfailingly on our team, until we don’t have it anymore.  There will always be a shock absorber for the more difficult-to-stomach moments of life, and someone there with whom to share your pains and your joys. It’s a luxury that so few of us are afforded, and yet, we are so quick to convince ourselves when we have it that it will last forever.

One day. You wake up and realize that your entire day will be navigated alone, nobody is there to ask you how it was and really care to hear your answer. When something wonderful or terrible happens, there won’t be that person you know you can immediately call to make sense of everything. You have friends, you have family. But there isn’t that sense of navigating the stream together, of being part of a team, of having someone who will always think of you first. The partnership is different less all encompassing, less implied. You know that you can call them, but you want to call the one you love. The one who, inconvenient as it is, no longer loves you.

Wondering if you’re ever going to be happy. Wondering about happiness doesn’t lead to happiness, it just puts you in a sort of purgatory state that prevents you from actually pursuing happiness (which is attainable when you’re proactive about it, if you were wondering).

Be brave to say "I'm sorry" to someone even you know he or she doesn't deserve it. Sometimes its best to put yourself first. While I have been putting others first I didn't care much about myself. After putting someone first the person just left you heartbroken. Yes, that's life. A lot of what we do is rooted in guilt so we’re constantly apologising for things we shouldn’t be. Being brave would be foregoing the apology and risk coming off as an asshole to someone. You realize there are worse things in life than coming off as a jerk to someone you don’t like, right?

Go out, make new friends. Put yourself first. Work or study hard. Don't disappoint yourself. Stay positive and happy. That's a better and healthier life. Find more hobby, exercise, or maybe go out alone if you are comfortable with that. Listen to good music. If you still feel sad, write your thoughts in your diary, write it down, cry out loud, talk to someone who understands you and feels you. Don't go through alone. There are many problems in this world. But you can overcome all problems if you willing to try and go through and find situations.

It is really strange, I don't have that going crazy over you feeling. That "I want you back" feeling or thinking is gone. Many people told me that he will regret for he has lose someone who love him so much and treated him like gold. But fuck it seriously. Ha ha ha. It doesn't matter to me at all. But inside me a little hope that he will regret cause the worst mistake he can ever make is walk away from someone who have been there for him and stood beside him and waited for him. Cause I know now he has always treated me like I'm his spare tyre.

And i realize there are many people out there who really never gave up on me. Who always there for me, love me and guide me. And I know it was my mistake then for losing you. Is you and not my ex boyfriend.

If you don’t love yourself, how can you love someone in the context of a relationship? We shouldn’t put our entire self-confidence and self-worth in the hands of other people, because loving yourself is the hardest kind of love there is. Love yourself first so you can love others.

I have go through shit like this... I hope this help you guys. May force always be with you guys!

أنتَ تُريد، و أنا أُريد، و اللهُ يفعلُ ما يُريد

I miss you right now. yes its you not him

teehee

Hi fuck you

bye xx

Isn't too late to realize

Even after we went separates ways. I still cry every night and think about you. Sometimes I feel like I'm being used by you. When all i did was putting all my heart into our relationship. When you leave everything keep flashing back. Everywhere makes me think about you. Your smile, your craziness your hugs and how many times you dislike holding my hands in public even i tried to force you to. Too many hurt received from you. And I dont know how to handle all this. Its just too fast. 

Thinking back, you lied to me too much, sometimes I wonder why would you lie to me so much if you said you love me so much.... I guess.... You never loved me from the start.

Trouble

I think when it’s all over, it just comes back in flashes, you know? Like a kaleidoscope of memories. It just all comes back … but he never does. I think part of me knew from the second I saw him that this would happen. It’s not really anything he said or anything he did. It was … the feeling that came along with it. And the crazy thing is, I don’t know if I’m ever going to feel that way again … and I don’t know if I should. I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright. But I just thought … how can the devil be pulling you towards someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you? Maybe he knew that when saw me … I guess I just lost my balance … I think that the worst part of it all wasn’t losing him … It was losing me.

This song "Trouble" Confession voice over by taylor swift really says how I really feels....

New hair for new year

Went to Tan Tock Seng for my medical check up. And. Yes I rebond my hair. Its neater now! No more messy hair... It looks the same but feels different!!!! Haha so happy. Did my hair at The Pointers at FEP. Its the cheapest salon in FEP! And their standard isnt bad at all!

Goodnight!

Chilled with Haziq at Thomson Plaza Starbucks and had dinner at KFC! Didnt go anywhere far due to the heavy downpour! So we are stuck at Thomson Plaza... 

♓ Pisces Pisceans tend to wear rose-coloured glasses about their loved one in a relationship. This can cause many of them to find themselves in self destructive relationships with horrible partners. Sometimes, in love, a Piscean doesn’t realise they can do better for themselves. Love has been the core of many of the Piscean fantasies. (via tumblr)

Happy 2013!

A new start. A new blog for new year. Happy new year guys hope you guys have fun spending time with your love ones 

2012 has been good and bad for me. The year that brought me many tears and joy. Many mistakes made, many memories made. 2012 has taught me a lot. Taught me that what love is. 2012 has been good for me too me because I made many new friends and lose a friend.

Yes I know I have broke up with my ex boyfriend. Since May 2012. There are many things happen since May till December 2012. Many lies were made from him. Before we even started a relationship, he already lied to me. For almost 2 years he didn't stop lying, I just realise that yesterday. Realise that he lied to me before we even got together. I cried so badly. After crying so hard, i felt like dying, my heart broke like damn badly, i promised to myself I wont ever go back to the foolish me again. I am not going to fall for his lies again. Even people say a new year a new beginning, forget the past and move on. You know how many times you said or people tell you. It will still be hard to just forget about it in a sec. Its all about being strong enough to conquer your fears and takes a lot of effort. 

Fear is frequently related to the specific behaviors of escape and avoidance, whereas anxiety is the result of threats which are perceived to be uncontrollable or unavoidable. It is worth noting that fear almost always relates to future events, such as worsening of a situation, or continuation of a situation that is unacceptable. (via wikipedia)

“Tomorrow, is the first blank page of a 365 page book. Write a good one.”

—	Brad Paisley.

Cheers for the new year guys. Happy 2013 to all the readers :)